My father used to pray
before a deity every morning after taking bath. He brought us up telling us
to call our elders with respect and to ignore their cast, creed, or
religion. He was also very strict and I believe that is responsible for the
discipline we had after we grew up.
He used to take us to
Guruvayur temple once in a while. That's the major pilgrimage we did as
children. Evenings he made us sit down and recite religious rhymes and
poems. I remember vividly, reciting 'Jnanappana of Poonthanam' in which
I still have a great penchant for - a poem that is a great helpful hint to
the futility of life.
Our local temple visits
and praying at home before were erratic at best even though father did pray
at home as I explained, briefly after he takes bath, religiously, all his
life.
On the whole, there is
nothing to suggest that we were a family from which one would expect an
emergence of a Sannyasi. There were no ingredients in place in our family to
create such a radical thinking as leaving home and joining a Math. There was
no foundation for sure. May be the foundation was laid much later by my
brother.
A doctor close to me,
once said, it is human psychology that some people who have no inclination
for a certain thing would suddenly develop that interest. He also said that
such people would develop such a new interest with great speed and interest
and quickly get immersed in the new interest rather than going slow and
after careful considerations.
I don't know if my
brothers is such a case of love at first sight. But so far it looks like it
is a sincere, hardened affair rather than an abrupt infatuation with
spirituality.
Next :
Distraught friends