During
this time, I was in the
Polytechnic and there was ongoing live cricket on TV. Armed with my new
interest in Cricket, I started watching it and was anguished by the fact
that I could make out little from the English commentary.
Gradually, somewhere somehow it
happened.
Coupled with fathers hot pursuit
and the insult that English commentary was going over my head, I started to
force myself to pickup Hindu and read. Initially it was still very difficult
to assimilate stories. Both grasping the language as well as making sense of
the variety of topics in which news is published were extremely tiring.
Gradually at the college, I had begun
to speak to just one friend from Nilambur, in my still very poor English, with a terrible
sense of grammar and with a vocabulary that contained a very small set of
words.
Until that time it was my father
trying to get me attracted in the language and me getting repelled. By this
time, I got truly attracted and fallen in love with this great language. If
he had at any point, left his pursuit which spanned many years, today I
would not have been writing this. I would not be speaking English, I would
not have got any job, and I would have even failed in life in spite of
my
education.
Although, the trigger came from the
Cricket match, it was he who sow the seeds in me with his untiring effort.
A language is not a beautiful girl
and it is not as lovable as the serenity and cool environs of a hill
station, but today I understand it is much more than both. A command of
English language or any other language understood by a vast humanity is
not only a great tool, skill in such a popular language also gives you great
satisfaction and ability to move, and mingle with a vast humanity. This
satisfaction is ongoing as you are learning the language all your life.
It is to be attributed to him, his
great persistence, and unwavering effort, based on the sole hope that his
child would one day pick the newspaper with a true inclination for reading
it. 'Hindu' was his vehicle for the accomplishment of that goal.
It is his achievement that his son
is not afraid of this language anymore. No matter what mistakes I make, it
has been my pledge that I will continue to work hard in both correcting and
improving my language. Today, he would have been proud of my achievement.
Unfortunately cancer has taken him in 1996 but he continues to be
my guide.
Also, I must express my immense
gratitude for my English teacher of the 10th standard who had systematically
punished his students during his English class for having failed his
questions about the previous class. It is because of him I secured the pass
mark required in English for the SSLC (10th standard) examination.
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What has been
achieved?